Depraved Indifference by Eric Ludy
I ran across this video a few weeks ago. Wow. Prepare yourself.
At one point during this video it explains with great intensity what a parent would do to for their child. This is how I have felt during this adoption process. This is why I attacked the adoption paperwork and it has been so intense for me at times. There is a child, MY child, waiting.
But it is more than that.
I feel my soul wrestling with discomfort of justifying my comfortable living. I feel like God is opening my eyes and truly messing with me on a gut level.
What does it mean to follow Christ? What does it look like? How can we physically be the body of Christ? What is He calling me to do? You to do?
I am seeing that perhaps I've been fitting Jesus too neatly into my life, sticking Him in the proverbial box, rather than letting Him take over completely. To be honest - I don't know totally know what to do with that. However, I do know that God will show me as I press in and press on by His grace.
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